It was a roller coaster night for me or rather, whole family.
Feeling too sad and worried abt what happened.
Nice, i cried again.
So.. I choose to bury myself in bed with baby over the phone.
And ignore.
In the end, i still went outside when everyone was finally back at 5 in the morning.
But, i didnt help at all. Or shld i say, i dont know whats there to help.
Cox i know nuts abt it. And i will only make them feel even worse.
And i think, i need to go for some anger management and express my care for others course.
I do care.
Feeling too sad and worried abt what happened.
Nice, i cried again.
So.. I choose to bury myself in bed with baby over the phone.
And ignore.
In the end, i still went outside when everyone was finally back at 5 in the morning.
But, i didnt help at all. Or shld i say, i dont know whats there to help.
Cox i know nuts abt it. And i will only make them feel even worse.
And i think, i need to go for some anger management and express my care for others course.
I do care.

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